I've been having sleepless nights this few nights. I'm worried about how i will do for my exam, but not only that, what am i going to do after that. all this questions keep flooding my mind though i know dreaming bout dream doesn't make 'em come true if i don't act on it.
What should I do after my spm? Where do I want to go and where does God wants me to go? Should I go to Liberty to study music and worship or should I go for medicine? I was thinking how to get there, when i am there, and life after that. Can't stop thinking. haha all sorts of word questions. what do you think?
Oh well, without a good result I won't even be going anywhere. My trial results were horrible. only 4As and 5Bs and C. how is that suppose to get me anywhere? I was very dissapointed with it and with myself.
But let me just post it here so that when my SPM result come up, and if it is good, you know that it is God working through me and it's not by my own power.
For those who are reading this post, please pray for me that God will show me which way to take. And also that'll I'll be able to study well and do well for my SPM. do keep the rest of the SPM candidates in our church in prayer too:)
