Why Would God even cared about a speck of dust?

During Christmas day, Uncle Rodney gave me a book titled "Crazy Love" by Francis Chan and I reading through a section of it. Often feeling and wonder why God would actually cared about us since we are just humans, a video posted up by Francis had even enforced that feeling or thought. The video is called The Awe Factor of God. You should take a look at it and just pause for a moment here before continuing what you've been doing or even reading this post.

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Done? Amazing isn't it? It shows how small we really are and how God really is. So, what does God want to do with us? We're smaller than a speck of dust relatively compared to what we just saw. Who am I that the Lord of all the earth would care to know my name or even feel my hurt? That the Lord of all creation would actually even want to die for us or suffer for us to pardon us and save us? Think about it again..

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Amazing? go and read this and think again. John 1:10-13(NIV), highlight on verse 11.

¹⁰He was in the world, and though the world was made through him, the world did not recognize him. ¹¹He came to that which was his own, but his own did not receive him. ¹²Yet to all who received him, to those who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God—¹³children born not of natural descent,^{a]" style="font-size: 0.75em; line-height: 0.5em; ">[a]} nor of human decision or a husband's will, but born of God.

what a wonderful God we have huh? that actually would accept us wretched sinners as His children and letting us call Him our Heavenly Father. wow... what do you think?

final note before Dday

A day before SPM. It is clear that I'm so NOT prepared for it at all. When SPM results comes out in March and if it's good, then you guys who are reading this post have just witnessed how faithful and good God is to His servants. If its not good, then you'll know that it's my fault for being so weak.

My prayer is that God will show Himself so strong when we're so weak.

P/S: pray for the whole form 5 batch in our church:)

Resonance of the heart.

One more month to SPM. Tension and stress level rises as usual for every SPM student. so why would I be posting a blogpost at this time? I mean, Bryan Tang who doesn't even post much nowadays suddenly post a blogpost when SPM is so near.

I've been having sleepless nights this few nights. I'm worried about how i will do for my exam, but not only that, what am i going to do after that. all this questions keep flooding my mind though i know dreaming bout dream doesn't make 'em come true if i don't act on it.

What should I do after my spm? Where do I want to go and where does God wants me to go? Should I go to Liberty to study music and worship or should I go for medicine? I was thinking how to get there, when i am there, and life after that. Can't stop thinking. haha all sorts of word questions. what do you think?

Oh well, without a good result I won't even be going anywhere. My trial results were horrible. only 4As and 5Bs and C. how is that suppose to get me anywhere? I was very dissapointed with it and with myself.

But let me just post it here so that when my SPM result come up, and if it is good, you know that it is God working through me and it's not by my own power.

For those who are reading this post, please pray for me that God will show me which way to take. And also that'll I'll be able to study well and do well for my SPM. do keep the rest of the SPM candidates in our church in prayer too:)

Timetable for 5 Indigo, July 20th onwards